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Sunday, September 09, 2007

its 1.50am man. based on the five minutes faster than the rest clock that hangs on the wall.

anyway just thinking recently-

read this:
'we begin to die with our first breath. Death is inside us, ticking closer, closer, with every beat of our heart. It is the end no man can escape. Yet we cling to life, we worship it despite its transience. Or perharps, because of it.

But all the while, we wonder of death. We build monuments to it, revere it with our rituals. What will our death be? we ask ourselves. Will it be sudden and swift, long and lingering? Will there be pain? Will it come after a long, full life, or will we be cut off- violently, inexplicable- in our prime?

When is our time? For death is for all time.

We create an afterlife because we cannot rush thought our days chased by the specter of an end. We make gos who guide us, who will greet us at folden gates to lead us into an eternal land of milk and honey.

We are children, bound hand and foot byt the chains of good with its eternal reward, and evil with its eternal punishments. And so, most never truly live, not freely.'

no, no one died. yeah.
thought of it. sometimes hoped or wished abt it. wondered as well.
but no guts.
no no, i dont want to end it so abruptly man..i still wanna live my life to its fullest.
and after watching those horror films.
i am truly grateful i'm alive.

goosebumps.

made a lot of jiaozhi (dumplings) just nw. xD yay.
rmb the last time, i was at beijing where they served dumplings in jins. dunno what's the translation..but half a jin is like ONE big plate.

hmm. this SEPT! (not march) holiday seem to have lots of nice food being made.
sushi... some noodle? o.o..curry.. haha xD
and cakes, kuehs, chocolates fondue..
yeah yeah. indulgence is bliss man.

SIGH. SUNDAY TODAY.
school in 30plus hours time. tick tock.